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Fried Rice Paradiseeee.

Well, the musical was really FANTASTIC! (:

I was glad that i wan’t overly dressed because there were others which were muchmuch over.HAHA.Tak boleh angkat punyeee!

In the end,there was no check?Indeed,i was damn pissed because i wasn’t satisfied with how i look.hehee.The musical was awesome and obviously,Taufik was the main focus with all his fans screaming whenever he appeared.I know it’s really crazy but i wasn’t one of them.Each of their voices were great and yeah,they were great singers.I loveeee Beeeeee’s voice.So sweetttt :D There were some hilarious parts as well, like “touching his pants”,”fart like earthquake ” etc.Something like that uh,i forgot the exact phrase.Well,i loveeeee looking at Rahimah Rahimmmm. So talented.Overall,it was excellent uh :DDD MUST WATCH .

Then,Huda,Fatin,Pavitraa,Abbas,Emily,Bryan and I went to Suntec to eat at MacD.After that Emily and Bryan had to leave.So the rest of us met Shekyn,ShafiqahZ,Farhana,Syakira and so called the “selengers” [Shekyn said so] and we went to Esplanade.Otw there,i saw Emily and Bryan.Damn confused because i thought they had to leave to attend to smthg.=.=”Then,we just ignore and went near the riverrr,i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the placeeeeeeeeeee.Huda went missing all of a sudden.Took some pictures and had a conversation with the rest  when suddenly “Happy Birthday to you!Happy Birthday to you!” etc.All of them started to sing a birthday song for me.I was damn shocked uh.Then when i turned around i saw Huda carrying a cake with the candles light on.Freakingggg surprised!!!seriously mannnn.They told me to make a wish,i did and blowed the candles.Then,they started putting choc on my face.HAHAHA.It was so sweet.By then,i knew why Emily and Bryan went off early,just to get the cakeee.Hahahaha,omg,those who were involved in the plan,THANKYOUVERY MUCHHHH!:DDD it was tooo good to be trueeee.Fatin fed me the cake and took picture of it. Awwww,hahahaa. i loveeee all of youuuu!!!! :DDDDD Huda also gave me a gift.I was so touched.It’s really creative and cute. Thank you ahhh!

THANKS FOR THE GREAT,AWESOME,FANTASTIC DAYYY PEOPLEEEEE!

All OF YOU MAKE GOOD ACTORS AND ACTRESSES! HAHAHAA.

I LOVE YOU GUYS.

I hope rain will stop by the time i go out.I DON’T WANNA GET WET,ESPECIALLY WHEN I’M ALL DRESSED UP.
Things between us aren’t getting any better and i thought what you said before was for real.Indeed,i was fooled by you.
heartless guy
Mixed.

First of all,

I’m really looking forward to it.Fried Rice Paradiseeee tomorrowwww!I heard from a couple of people that it’s really goooooddd and Taufik was great. :D Makes me more excited to watch it.Yeah,so tomorrow wearing dress with jacket and i’m pretty f up that we’re not allowed to wear make up.Sungguh the merepek.Dah pakai lawalawa beh muke plain.Omg.Haha,but who cares.Gonna bring some cosmetics tomorrow.HAHAHAHA!Well,just hope what i’m wearing is acceptable.WSY,jangan macammacam ehhhh. xD So,buka-ing outside with friends tomorrow but i’ve no idea where. Well,i’m so goddammmnnn excited!!!

Next,

I don’t know what the hell is wrong with you but i’m confident enough to say this.You’re just a devil hiding behind a mask.How could you say such a thing?It’s good enough people treat you nicely,though there are some parts of you they dislike.YOU, of all people ,should be thankful.Displaying such an awful character without others noticing.Are you brainwashing people’s mind?Then,i shall say that you did a good job.But not good enough to fool me, my dear.Whatever it is, i shall ignore because i don’t want anybody to get hurt.The end.

Last,

You promised and you broke it AGAIN.I’m seriously disappointed.But lucky you that i’ve got something to be happy about ,FRP =.=” I’m tired of giving you chances ,one after another.When can you fulfill it?If you can’t,better don’t promise and just leave.

To perm or not to perm? I WANT TO!
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Happy 15th Birthday to me!

I’m out of words.

I’m gonna take this opportunity to once again thank those people who really made my day today.

Thanks to:

-Uncle and aunt for the treat.

-Cousins for singing the birthday song while dancing.

-People who wished me through SMS.

-People who wished me through Facebook.

-People who wished me through phonecalls.

There’s too many of you guys that i can’t mention all of your names.But i want you guys to know how much i appreciate it.You guys really made my day and because of you guys,i’m the HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD on this very special day.

Well,i really have to mention this.I was really happy when an old friend called me today.She used to be one of my closest friend but ever since we got separated,we weren’t that close anymore.I was surprised that she actually called to wish me and i was indeed,touched, that i almost cried.Thanks eh  ! :DDD

So,yesterday and today,i went to geylang with aunt,uncle and cousins to buy baju raya.Uncle bought for me 2 baju raya.hehe.One of it is maroongold in colour which cost around 120bucks while the other one is green in colour which cost 179 bucks :/ I know it’s SUPER EX! For the first time,i’m buying such ex baju raya.=.= And that time i went to JB,aunt bought for me heels which cost 79ringget,tinggi siol.from 155cm[my height],can reach 163cm ahhhh! :D HAHAHAHHA.It’s okay,at least i wont look too short when i stand beside him.hehehee

I must mention this.today damn SUAY FOR ME! My long dress tersangkut at the escalator in tanjong katong.F.I panicked and all of a sudden,my face pale and my whole body shaking.I didn’t know what to do.Aunt quickly called one of the guy incharge on the GoldenChance shop.And he asked me if i mind when he pull my long dress because it will confirm tear a bit.i obviously didn’t mind at all.So,he helped me to pull it and brought me to the shop to cut my torndress equally.What a gentleman (:

Next,on the way home,my uncle driving the car.Then suddenly,there’s like a car speeding and all of a sudden,want to selit in front of my uncle’s car.So my uncle was shocked and quickly horn and break.Almost terlanggar.Well,to the driver of that car,this is for you _l_ !HAHAHAA.

OVERALL,TODAY’S AWESOMEEEEEE :DDDDDD

It’s just gonna be like any other days.Nothing good,nothing special.Just a plain,normal day.
Should i?

Confusion surrounded my whole entire soul.

I no longer understand you,not anymore.

You no longer know how to respect me,not anymore.

You hurt me countless times,say sorry and repeat it again,once more.

I gave in,gave you lots of chances but you didn’t use it wisely,you wasted it,once more.

You told me that you’re trying but i knew no effort was put in.Again,i don’t know what else to do anymore.

I don’t know what the hell is happening.Is it me?Is it you?Is it us?

My heart is starting to burn like as if there’s hell on Earth.

I love you for who i thought you were but i no longer see it now.

I would like to thank a thing called ‘LOVE’ for destroying me.

Too many tears have run down her cheek ,
too many times her heart has been broken,
too many scars lie upon her wrist;
Yet,she’s still smiling.